Waiting to Ovulate

Well I've been waiting to ovulate. I've had eggwhite fluid for 4 days now. I've also been having ovluation cramps. It's occuring later than normal. Hopefully when I wake up in the morning my temp goes up.
I pray that I get pregnant this cycle.
It will, I have faith.

Hope

Well my hubby told me he had a dream that I took a pregnancy test & it was positive.
So there is hope.
Today I'm on cycle day 13. I usually ovulate on 16, and have a 29 day cycle. So we are just waiting for ovulation now, and trying to time sex accordingly. I think this is the month. I pray this is the month for us to become parents.

Next month

Next month will be a year of me & my husband trying to have a baby. I never knew it would be so hard. In the beginning month after month I would get so depressed & cry about it, but this is reality. In November when my insurance changes I'm going to see a fertility specialist and get my husband and I tested.
This blog will be my therapeutic journal of just releasing my thoughts about this whole process.